Have A Little Faith this 2012
SO, the first day of 2012 just ended and me having the thought of 2012 just started in my mind makes me feel SCARED. People are thinking of a better & unforgettable new year for them but for me… I don’t know, I’m not being “KJ”, pessimist or anything. I just woke up this morning and I suddenly realized 2012 IS BIG FOR ME. Maybe it is because there is a sudden change ahead with my academic life no, my whole life. It is the most critical semester for me, in less than 3 months I’m about to become an INTERN. YES, my most awaited “PT INTERN at…” (hehe Facebook) is finally coming. But I need to be ready and I STILL NEED TO PASS 4th year 2nd Sem! I mean, if I didn’t make it this sem I will regret it my whole life. SO I’M SUPER PRESSURED and worried (bec of my 1st shifting grades). I also think it is the turning point of my chosen career, THIS IS THE YEAR whether I should decide if I will still pursue Medicine or just be a physical therapist. With my Mother now on her mind that I’ll take my NMAT exams this December and she even tells it to other people always: “PT siya sa UST… kapag sinwerte mag Memedicine siya” and she’s telling it in front of me which is DOUBLE THE PRESSURE. Besides from the school pressure, I’m worried about the life ahead of me. I chosen a career that is a vocation, YES I think it is a vocation. haha I will treat other people with their musculoskeletal & neurologic conditions. And the counterpart of that is while I serve others I also sacrifice my time with my family. This is the only part of my life where I treasured every possible FAMILY time. I think this is the saddest part of the coming changes, I WILL MISS MY FAMILY BADLY. Kung dati, umuuwi ako every weekends baka ngayon as in HINDI NA because I need to study especially for Revalida. No MORE LONG HOLIDAYS for me & suspension of classes. :( Yes to books, handouts, Starbucks coffee & netbook as my company.
BUT I believe God has a GOOD plan me, therefore I should adapt with it. Naniniwala na din ako sa kasabihang “KUNG GUSTO, MERONG PARAAN”—- kung gusto ko mabalance ang buhay ko kakayanin. And I’m excited to know new people & new experiences coming this 2012 :) I just think I lack faith on the coming days ahead. I wanted to blog my thoughts, haha I don’t know why (maybe to lessen my stress). And besides,this is my first blog post this year :D I want start my 2012 positively so..let’s be optimist! Have a wonderful 2012 everybody!
GAME FACE ON 2012!
